God knows how complicated my life can be.. yes i do have problems. sometimes are incomparable from others.. but we have our own ways of dealing them and it has their own ways of giving you burdens.. which in the end results is depression, paranoia and insecurities.. well, my ways of dealing them is just to not think about them too much.. i tend to spend my time with the best-est people in my life. sorry, i don't believe in the term best friends anymore because they just never exist. They never cease to come and go. So anyways, i spend my time to my current cool friends and this special ones to make problems slip my mind once in awhile.. I dislike sharing them because i don't wanna drag them deep into my problems.. but then blurting out bit by bit won't do any harm though. However, i can be a good listener you know. I know they sometimes blurt out to me because they don't wanna keep it too long.. it'll just make them depressed.. so i am here for any of you.. but i sometimes question myself.. will it be enough just to listen.. it would be great to give advise... but then sometimes i am unable to provide any.. i feel so useless sometimes.. but then i'll learn one or two eventually..
So then.. whaz been happenin' guys?
HAHA. so far.. i don't know what thinking now. it feels different now. i wonder what's gonna happen this holiday.. Of course i still wanna give it try but then what if.. things change.. what if next year someone new comes in.. what if i'll be ignored.. what if i'll be ditched again.. oh rejection.. why do you have to be so painful.. but this time.. i'll be waiting for a solid answer..
A yes or A no.
Meteor Shower.
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