am i?

Why am i always the bad guy?

i've been so many times, been coping with the worst attitudes for so many time but never tend to fight back.

I tried to keep the happiness.. but it seems that it never works..

Hypocrisy is just a big thing in my life now. it's hurting me so bad now.

i was hoping this year would be a good year..

i would get the chance to have what actually want..

but no... just.... nothing's gonna happen..

should i give up? should i realllly give up?

my guts says no... my brains says,, commit suicidee saja lah bro.